“Sheila, look at me.(Sheila,你看着我。)”段艺泽掰过尹书荷的身体,让她面对自己。尹书荷此刻低着头,段艺泽忽然挑明让她有些不知所措地想做乌龟。
“Sheila, I know what I want and I know how I feel about you. I was so impressive about you at the first glance on the flight, and I was so surprised to see you in all my concerts in Europe and America. Then you just disappeared in my life until two months later in Beijing and finally in Shanghai. I felt like you are the most precious present god gave to me and I really cherish it. (Sheila,我知道自己想要什么,我也很清楚我对你的感觉。我很难忘记我在航班上第一次遇见你,也很惊喜后来在演唱会上一次又一次见到你。你消失的那两个月我一直在想你会不会再次出现,直到两个月后在北京我又见到你,再后来在上海。我觉得你是上帝赐予我最珍贵的礼物,我很想要好好珍惜。)”
“Why?(为什么是我?)”
“I don’t know. You just caught my eye. Every time I saw you, I wanna know more about you. Sheila, you are like poisons and I’m totally addicted to you. I didn’t bother you too much in the past month, cause I’m not sure if you like me because I am me or because I’m Maxwell Tuan.(我也不知道,我只知道你闯进了我的世界,让我再也无法忘怀。每一次见你,我都无法克制自己想要更加了解你的冲动。Sheila,我对你无可救药。过去的一个月,我克制着自己想要联系你的冲动,想要让你想清楚你对我的喜欢,到底是因为我本人还是因为明星段艺泽。)”
“段艺泽,我们之间所有的一切都很梦幻。半年前,我第一次想要了解那个叫做段艺泽的歌手,越了解执念就越深。即使我知道什么都不会改变,我还是无可救药地买了你演唱会几乎所有场次的票。后来我如愿以偿见到了你,我还偷亲了你,但如我所料,没有什么会被改变。你依旧是舞台上闪闪发光的那颗星星,我依旧是实验室里无人问津的科研狗。再后来,事态的发展就失去了控制,我意识到你好像不再是遥不可及,我心里本来已经快要熄灭的火焰又开始冒出星火。你知道吗,就在昨天晚上,我告诉自己,无论结果如何,都听从自己的内心,去试一试吧。可是段艺泽,如果我们已经能够预知我们之间没有结果,那为什么还要开始呢?”
“我们之间为什么没有结果呢?”
“我们生活在两个世界啊,段艺泽。”
“We are both human beings and we both live on the earth.(我们都是人类,我们都生活在同一个地球上。)”
“你知道我不是这个意思。”
“Sheila, I’m not that far away. I’m right in front of you. You are welcome to come to my world at any time as you like. I had a really hard time before that I doubted myself all the time. I don’t know who to talk to, people surrounding me, they are friends, families, working partners, but they don’t feel my feelings. I felt lonely. I can be honest with you; I was still recovering just before you came into my world. You are so different and so unique that your serenity, your s